Friday, October 15, 2004
Kusangka kan..Panas berpanjangan..
No, i'm not turning part-time minah jiwang. It's just this earphone firmly lodged in my ear that's blasting jiwang song after jiwang song, dat inspired this heading. I haf to say bubu, I LOOVVEEEE!!!!! talking to u.Or rather chatting. Did u noe, my frens were all sniffling around me while u narrated dat story to us...UWAH!!! So SEDIH! I want to CRY! I shudn't take my loved ones for granted especially my mum. A quote frm my sis, "I'll always be strong for mum.Always." I dunt think i can do dat. I'm so emotional n weak. I dunt think ppl noe dat about me. I think i wud like to be steely like my sis.
N Nis, ur comment really really want to make me cry. We all used to be so close. U were never around the past 3-4 weeks n we kindda drifted apart n i didn't want to tegur u coz it felt awkward. I'm sorry. Imagine the gap once we, I,leave school. Frens forever? Maybe but it'll never be like how it used to be will it? N i really want to hang with u n crap about but i cant now. Gotta study. So u n Fas accompany each other now ya? N i accompany Wadah! I love Wadah! We haf so much fun in de cLASS! I love u NIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love U, FAS, SYA, YANA, AIN, YATI, NUWAI, BAH, RAO,WADAH, AIS, YANA RAHMAN(not in order wad so eva!) n alot of other ppl in sch. Oh, n my family. FAMILY COMES FIRST! DEN GINGER! den of course u guys...
Gonna miss Ain kecoh, going "WHOO!" everywhere, Sya gettin irritated wit her, Bah takin pictures of the scene, Yati giggling macam nenek tua, Fas jumpin in the fun with both feet, gona miss going cat-hunting with RA0!, discussing Charmed wit YAN, arguing wit Wadah about right-angles n triangles,NIs laughin at all the disgusting fugly ppl in s'pore & the world,seein Aisha go nuts on me n me tryin to fight her off (just kidding) fighting with Makcik Billy with Li Yan egging us on n NUwai gasping at us. Miss havin loonggg serious talks wif NUwai. Even gonna miss de stupid boys, watching dem break down our class door..hahah..
Hey, even wit my new kitten, i still miss Ginger. I think i loved him 2nd best. After my cat died coz of miscarriage. I sumtimes slip up n call my new kitten Ginger. But his name is Pipin or Pippin. Shud it be a double P or not? Or n he has a brother n we r going to call him......MERRY! hehe. dat is if merry ever comes close enough for us to touch him. I just realized that i always get a new cat at Ramadhan. ALWAYS! Never has dere been a Ramadhan without a cat. I love all my cats but i still want Ginger.
I wish HE & SHE would stop fighting. I really want to scrreammm when ever dat happens. STOP! please? SHE makes me want to cry. I still do. I love u both. Pls dun hurt one another with ur so tajam words. Goodbye now. Selamat berpuasa.
PS: Sya, stop it with the Tanjak thing. Hang Tanjak is beyond anybody's reach. GOOOOO TAUfik! My sis actually went "T" for taufik in front of the TV n started flapping her arms when he came on. N dis sis is not Tina or Iza. SHe did a full cheer routine for him. N i like olinda's voice. Esp when she sang PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC!
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Melenggang hai melenggang mentari lenggang
I am suppose to study now but who cares? My lack of self-discipline is amazing! Just wanna say, i can't stand Olinda! I dunt think they can sell her on the market. But she's nice to listen to though so i'll just close my eyes n sway to the music yeah?
Eh, Fas n me are like friends only in good times. All we do is have fun fun and more fun! Not that i'm complainig but i worry that i'm not there for her when she needs it. I seem to be disinterested in alot of thngs lately. N i'm also nt a gd fren to nis. I'm so sorry nis if i seem nt interested in wad u were saying yesterday. I get distracted easily these days. So sorry all. N a fren of mine can be so tactless! I feel like strangling this person..like u wanna ask something sensitive n quite private, u dun haf to yell 4 everyone to hear den everyone will buzz around me asking if i'm alrite. I dunt need that ok? Ok, u guys haf no idea wad i'm toking about so moving on....
Aye! I finally updated see? N sorry if i cant reply to ur emails straight away. Very bz being lazy lah. N no, i do not haf a tagboard so stop bugging me about it. Bubu, i confess, i haven been reading blue tack. No time! Can fix my blog for me? it's crappy. N kinah, zoo all the way ya!? Ur father really did his pyscho thing well. I was actually considering it! But no, poly, uni then ZOO, HERE I COME! Well, gd bye. Till next time.
PS: GOOOOOOO MAN U!!!!!!
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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