Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Stupid last last post
Stupid blog..why dun u ever post de things dat i want u to? so i kindda gave a tribute to my frens, mention lil things abt dem dat i'll miss but i wunt repeat it coz i m feelin ANgsty! I hate changes. i hate ppl movin on witout me. it's like i wasn't even dere. Hello? (does B1 feel like dis sumtimes? oh wait, BB is dead dead dead dead dead DEAD!) we shud ban all stupid clans cos it makes other ppl feel left out. dats just stuoopid. Oh outin ni untuk ppl in the blardy Geng-Wadeva je...dats merepek!!! ARent we all frens? apparantly not n it sucks. Ah, u wunt get wad i m sayin...Ginger, where r u u blardy heartless cat!?
Maybe he's lying dead in a friggin hole sumwhere, i DUNT CARE! stupid ppl...we'll neva be frens 4 eva. wad crap. primary kawan 6 tahun, in 1 month da leh luper, how bout 4 years sey? N blardy burger ramli shud be BANNED! Yelah. belikan makanan, tak ingat org. I want mee goreng mamak do u hear me? MEE GORENG MAMAK! y do i haf to eat all da boring stuff? NO! I dun care if it gives me a stomach ache. NAK JUGAK! n iza, learn how to do kuih betul2 b4 mak puts u on a tray n bakar u until garing!
No, i would not like sum cheese with my whine thank you very much.
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Bloody Chem paper!!! I hate ALLLL my papers! Esp yesterday's one. Maths paper 2, i was all ready n then, bloody stomac h ache hits me. Wanted to scream!!!!! but it's all over so no pt dishcushin. Is it all rite to be all worried about Kad rayas? Coz i m friggin worried...how m i gonna write it all n send it in time when i haf no pens!!! CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!!!! BLOODY KAPOOTTEEEE LAPTOPPPPPPPPPPPPP! I wish i started 1 yr ago. studyin for 'O's. stupid me. n i hate hate hate it when ppl say" alah, madah, kau kan da pandai...buat aper nk blaja lagi? mesti dapat A.." i dunno y i hate dat bt i DO! UR'RE NOT HELPING! Ur JINXING ME! n talking about Ginx, Ginger's still not back n i dunt expect him told. Told u he's gone forever.
Yesterday my sis iza was trying to bake some kuih for Haza (apparently her future husband) n my mum screamed at her da whole time..like"BUKAN MACAM GITU!! MCM GINI!" n snatchin the knife away from her n slicing furiously into the ..um...batter? I think she's really stressed out but mum cooled down by the end of da nite. Iza was bein all cheery, not lettin my mother's words get to her..thank god it's iza n not me or my other sisters coz we r all so touchy. N i haf to kemas la, buat kuih la, get verval abuse frm my maniac siblings or sibling RITE IN DA MIDDLE OF MY Os!b Like i finally am motivated to study n here u ppl are, not givin moral support but drainin me of my energy! Go AWAY!
I hate all dis stoopid raya thingy!!! Nak plan go out wif frenz pun susah...ni tak leh, tu tak leh..at last semua unhappy wif each other. How bout u guys plan den i c if i wanna go or not? Every Raya MESTI gaduh rabak nye...i HATE IT! Just like any damn other day..just alot fancier...n da stoopid computers at my sch lib insists on destroyin my zip disk! LET GO OF IT U MONSTER!
Hmm..i shud be thankful for something..I m thankful for my mum (no matter how snappy n cranky she is) cos i know how much she misses HER MUM cos we were listenin to lagu "Suatu hari di hari raya, aku menangis tanda gembira n..dadidadida.." n she was like "U better appreciate ur mum (meanin her) while she's still alive. N i just feel sad cos i dunno wad i'll do witout my mum n the way she narrated her days with my Nyai was really ......sigh. She sounded really happy. I m thankful for my adik. Dunno why. SHe's always tellin me to shut up, scream at me....but i love her anyways. dats y i let her do dat stuff..n of course my sisters n father n brother. can i like, love u guys later? i'm kindda bz studyin here...N i m thankful for ALLLLL my cats...ALLLL...u made my life miserable loads of time (wif ur crap n stuff) but "for wad it's worth, it was worth all the while..lalalal"
M i forgettin sum ppl? oh ya, my dear frens. NOT! hahahaha....ha. not feelin too cozy wif ALL of dem now, dis moment. Y? dunno, was havin a bad start to a supposedly good week. Like how sum ppl just desert once dey find sum1 new. I know, seems like things didn't change. mayb u didn't notice but i doo. all the lil gritty details. Hate u. Hate every1. Oh, but i'm thankful for da good times. Fun. Fun. Bla bla bloa..Movin on
I m glad my stray cats r here to protect me frm ALL the BLOODY FAT Ass COCKROACHES that came out after the fogging...i tot i was goin into shock sey...N i haf to go geylang sumtime..get sumthing, dunno wad. I'll bring sum Twisties hmm...Maybn i dunt haf to go! But 1 thing's for sure, dun wanna go at night. all the M&Ms will be roamin around...wit their feelers, gropin around for new members. Or for a new place to live. On more info on how to avoid these creatures of da nite, go to www.ridjal.org. But dun say i told u tau! I want a car for Raya! Kan easier for the 6 (nt countin my bro n his bike) to move around. Hey, my sis Sha can even pinjam Abak's motor! Denn 5 of us can fit into de car!*smiles happily* ya, wishful thinkin. Bye now, gtg visit my Milahtants.
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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