Saturday, July 29, 2006

It's hard to deny Tina sometimes. That's why I'm here. (=.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
4:12:00 PM

im so screwed

Dear my love,

I can forget about a second DHL. Never have I screwed myself up this badly. No, I'm not going to breakdown. There are more important things in life. If only I can see it. If only I can escape. But I can't. Help me love, please.

I didn't do my peer appraisal. I sat at the comp from 10pm and the damn thing closes at midnight but I completely forgot about it. That's zero marks for me. I don't know whether it's zero for that part or the whole project. Don't cry.

I compiled the AR project today. One of the worst days of the whole semester and I can honestly say that the work I handed up was one of the worst too. I am totally not happy with it but I don't have time to edit it anyways. So in advance, I'm sorry if we fail. I'm super scared now my love, and I wish that people would stop disregarding my opinion with talk about "Aah you always say this one, but in the end you get A!"

I know if I've done a bad job okay. I'm not that stupid yet. And this was it. I don't want to put the blame on anyone. People are making me feel horrible and even while typing this entry, something's tightening in my chest. Is it horrible dread?


So my sweet, I am typing this to you from the "Other Side". How long, how long will I slide? I don't want to hit rock bottom cos I will never recover.

Sincerely,

Hammadah

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
12:50:00 AM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

one of those entries

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

- Lies by ...


Lies, all lies. You're my mask, you're the one who's blamed. So do my dirty work, scapegoat! See, they will betray. They WILL. I hate knowing what I know, and feeling so, so...I don't know what I feel.

Wasn't close enough to be betrayed, just extremely let down. Oh damn I'm turning into one of those people who writes entries that nk act deep and meaningful padahal I just don't want to come out and say it. Padahal it's a normal day-to-day occurence. Nk act macam it's a big deal but it's not really. Just random stuff. But nk kena be "cryptic" cos who knows who might stumble onto my blog. *makes shushing noises*


Well, I've been busy with projects. Still am. I'm damned to be AR leader and I bloody hate it. Suck it up Madah! And I know my family and some Milahtants are familiar with my sudden bouts of uh, attitude-ness? I hate it when I get like that but I just can't help it.

Like today, I was suddenly in a pissy mood. It depends on the day uh and on my split-second decision on whether to just let the thing pass over me (like I usually do), or to latch on to it and let my anger boil, boil, boil. It's just really annoying whenever I choose the latter cos afterwards, I always...ALWAYS feel guilty. Yeah cos sometimes, the one at the receiving end didn't really deserve that. Me in full attitude mode.


But cmon, I haven't been in full attitude mode in a long time. Not since...Hmmm...Since one of the WC matches ah. Alah no big deal lah. I just wanted to say I felt guilty. And it's unfair cos sometimes two person can do the same "wrong" to me but I might just be pissy with one of them. Whichever one irritates me first uh I guess. Really unfair I know. Stop it Madah! Okay you don't want to know how my demented mind works cos that might just leave YOU feeling pissed off with me.



Know what else is really pissyfying? The whole Lebannon situation. ISRAEL just bombed vans and cars without caring if the people inside are civilians or not, CHILDREN! And what's worse! They've attacked a UN post too, killing 4 UN members/peacekeepers or whatever you call them. Isn't that crazy? Are you seriously calling for a full blown-out war?! Goddamnit you assholes! And invading a country?! Taking a leaf outta America's books I see. Monkey see, monkey do. Political bullshit aside, I hate HATE seeing these poor children and old people having to RUN FROM THEIR HOMES and having their legs blown up in the process. AND seeing their family being blown to pieces right alongside them.


It's fucking crazy and URGH. Soldiers should fight soldiers. You people are monsters!!! Heavy air raids every single moment? I just don't know what to say anymore. The situation is so fucking out of hand, I don't think the international community can do anything about it. And USA and Israel will probably put their (c/u/n/n/i/n/g/& c/o/n/i/v/i/n/g lil) heads together and do whatever the fuck they like. Bleargh.


Oh and have I mention that the icebergs are melting? Yeah. Great.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:55:00 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

i have a sleep disorder

I really wanted to reach home as fast as I can and catch "Oprah." It's very rare that I get to watch Ellen DeGeneres' show, which is a pity since her audience makes me cringe less. Just squirm uncomfortably. So anyways, came to the station to find that NEL broke down and GASPS, just what the hell were we gonna do?


Aiyah walk lah, and take a bus to Outram, and then walk somemore. Damn if I didn't burn any fats today. I feel so sticky. And and and! I hate applied bloody research. STOOPID SHITTE. And that Zhangwei, I know it's not her fault her subjects and freaking horrible but just for good measure...STOOPID BEETCH! *growls and rips out my eyebrows*


Like seriously lah, title page also can deduct marks. I said DEDUCT! Not delete. My brain is not co-operating with my mouth, which is pretty sucky. And I don't know how to start, and supposedly, AR is the easiest. Terence makes it sound easy but yeah, I like to make things hard for myself. Delegate jobs? What jobs lah...I don't even know. Damn now I regret missing all those AR lectures. And being present in body but not in soul and mind. *hums*


I'm so sleepy but I know I will not sleep until midnight. It's a disease called PURPOSEFUL AWAKENESS. Okay so I made that up but it basically sums up what I do each day. Hold off my sleepiness, not cos I HAVE to, but I just...DO. I'm sick. I NEED OPRAH! And oh did you watch Oprah? Cows that show is so bloody dramatic, and I just loooveee coming back for more.

Today was about pathological liars. I don't really get them. Apparently it's about self-hatred. "The monster that we hate, we usually help create" I don't know about that...I remember as kids, when kids used to tell such blatant lies I just want to slap their faces. But that's different from when you're 33 and married and calling up your friends at 2am to tell them you've taken pills and you want to commit suicide and then putting down the phone and going to sleep peacefully. That's crazy talk!


Okay enough about that. It's pointless. I wonder, if CH5 would ever show the Jon Stewart show. Too race-insensitive for us huh? I think it's funny, from what little I've watched. DAMN PROJECTS. Okay bye.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
7:53:00 PM

A clearer version. GAH!!! *grins right back*
NASS Reunion

This is from Bah's. Mine's blur.
news

I was watching the news this morning and I swear, the whole world is coming to an end. Natural disasters everywhere! 2 large tsunamis in 2 years? Isn't that very strange? The icefreakingbergs are melting! And violence! Wars are erupting, it's not just terrorism anymore.

In particular, the Lebannon situation. The Lebanese people are being taken hostage by Hezbollah and Israel. They have no control or power whatsoever to stop Hezbollah, who took your soldiers, so why are you killing hundreds of civilians in random air strikes? And the U.S is supplying Israel with more bombs and ammunition while at the same time saying "It's too early to call for a ceasefire"?

How can it EVER be too early to call for the halt of the killing of innocent lives?! All I hear is blah blah political bullshit blah blah. What nonsense, a ceasefire will only hold false promise. Sometimes, I just do not get the American President. All the time actually. Isn't our priority is to always save innocent people, civilians? If you're killing soldiers, now that's a different thing.


I protest greatly, and it's so unfair we cant have demonstrations here. Peaceful or not. We MUST be heard! Urgh programmed sheep robots that we are. Baaa...and the sheeps came home.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
12:24:00 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

and I will walk on water

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head


Good day, Fridays. The sheeps will come. Home. The bear flying across my seat to punch Chickadees after she accidentally hit me in the jaw while trying to punch him, which I was doing all along. Master of Puppets of the night, Corporal Belacan. Milah way of greeting fellow Milahs. *flash of purple zooms past us* Is it Barney? Is it a Brinjal? NO! It's Bedah! Fits of giggling hysteria. Ben is burn. And Chickadadees painting such a pretty pretty picture. Worthy of being framed up on the (Berlin) wall of my future mansion.

*shines spotlight on the 3 exco members* You three in the back! Shut up!


And when she pass, all the other girls hate it...

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
5:07:00 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

missing SSM

Service Skills Methodology. I think I spelt it wrong but who cares?! Today was my last day at RITS and Petit. EVER. So it's kindda sad. I like working there actually, regardless of the stress. Sigh. We did an excellent, A-performance execution today. Sales revenue? $942. AWESOME right. We wanted to add in our own money to make it into a nice 1000 dollar figure but I don't think that's allowed.

So far, our team is the best. So yay! I hope noone else comes close. So awesome uh. And here I thought our team sucked. I though deco (as in decoration team. not deco of portugal) wasn't gonna do anything and we're so lazy. In the end we came through and whoohoo, got a lot of compliments regarding our uniform and basically, the whole set up. Flags and the whole exclusive barrier thing. We made our restaurant into something like a club, but not really. There's a barrier there though and it looks really cool. Damn I should have taken some pictures.


Simple yet classy. That's what Ms Daga said. YESSAA!! I got to keep one of the flags. Viva la Italia! Im so excited lah! Padahal aku tak buat apa2 untuk project nie, cos Deco's ideas kept getting cancelled out and in the morning, we almost had a full out argument with some people. Seriously, my course kan, ada orang fikir macam dorang nie besar sangat gitu. Like just let some things slide lah. It's fun to bitch though, so who the hell am I to be saying all this?


Oh everyone check it out, Fabio Cannavaro went to Real Madrid. Surprise surprise! Bleargh. I mean, Real Madrid is quite similar to Juve. I don't think the Juve players would want to play in England. In Spain however, is a diff matter. Cos Spain and Italy more alike I think. Sigh. Aper dah Cannavaro. BOOO.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:31:00 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

sad but true

They'll betray, who's gonna be my only true friend now?
(They!) They'll betray, who's forever there?

Let me quote Yati. "Here's to not sleeping!" Please. Sleeping is way overrated. *looks around in a daze*


This just in, MAN U is NOT interested in buying Cannavaro. *gouges my eyes out* But we DO want to buy Buffon. C.Ronaldo has finally decide to stay. What a load of crap. Okay projects time! (ohmygoat my stomach just did a backflip and clenched when I typed that. Aiyer.)

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:08:00 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

epl

EPL is gonna be great this season! Why? Well, cos of all the stars that's coming into the market of course! Didnt you hear? Juve got relegated to Serie B! HAHA! Okay I'm not that happy cos I actually like Juve. But this is just too good news for us! Camoranesi, Zambrotta, Del Piero, Buffon, Ibrahimovic...ALL UP FOR SALE PEOPLE! And don't forget...*drumroll* CANNAVARO!!! WHOOHOO!! I hope he comes to MAN U. *prays*


Oh Del Piero is probs staying at Juve, loyal as he is. And the rest of them? Probably going to Real Madrid. Boohoo. Cos you know, La Liga would be much easier to adapt to than the EPL. WHY PEOPLE WHY?! However, there will still be Sheva and Ballack at Chelsea! TEEHEE!


Want to buy Podolski but he's already at Bayern I think. And I heard that TOTTENHAM is gonna buy Pavel FREAKING Nedved!!! NOOO!!! I WANT HIM!!! Golden glorious mess!!!


But the best news so far has probably been this,

Ole Gunnar Solskjaer is back in action people. He scored twice for Man U. OH MY GOD IM SO FREAKING EXCITED! He hasn't played in years!!! WHOOHOOO!!! My Super-Sub!!! GOOOO MAN U!!!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
11:50:00 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Scouts and Guides Campfire 2006

I love the new Scouts' scarf. Though it's hard for me to recognize them now.




The structure was super scary can. Huge gaping holes and the whole thing just trembling a bit. But super cool. Well done people!




Ah my guides. Though I didn't recognize anyone Sec 3 and below. Boo. And I still don't get the theme. And I missed the magic trick.


Loved EastSpring's samba performance. That was the best fun we had all night. And after that, boleh-boleh lah. The campfire was VERY grand, bigger than 2 years ago. But I still had more fun 2 years ago. Being childish and so kental. Not that we're not kental now. Maybe just more aware. I'm not making any sense!


But good job you guys. I hope others had a lot of fun. NASS campfires are the best!!! Boo to others. Nyeh.
it's been a long time coming

Milahtant very messy picnic. We can never be organized. Ever. This was during the Yati's and Yana's birthday thing.




Moonlight Makciks. This was taken at Sistic Aisy's sister's wedding.




2 Fridays ago. Chickadees and MamaMelon.




Now this is funny. At Macs, during the quarter-finals. Remember? Brasil and Inkland lost. Mats of MacDonalds, pasrah.








Heh heh heh. Okay I theenk Bedah and Jaynab were sleeping but they looked so down anyways.




Really think that Coffeebean tastes better.
Dear Madah, With Love Johnny

Go catch it, savvy?

Caught it last Friday during the weekly meetings with Nis and Yati. I don't know why we giggle insanely within minutes of meeting each other, it's crazy I know! *shrugs*
Oh and there's an Indian guy in the cast. Eeeks! And you can't help but adore Capitaine Sparrow.





And I just love the "witch". And I'm terribly upset about missing the first few minutes. Oh well. This movie will definitely put you off seafood. Aiyer.

je'taime zizou

Oooohhh doesn't Zinedine Zidane seem hotter than ever? Even with a middle name like Yazid. He glorifies that name! Him headbutting Mate-buta-razzi, to defend and uphold his family's honour *shivers deliciously*. "There are bigger things than football." Oh well said Zizou's Mother! This whole, "Zidane-speaks-out" thing is brilliant! He's endearing to the public again! Well, he has always been endearing to me, especially when he did that fantabolous, now infamous, kepala-pantat.


I think Materazzi is a fool. Or maybe the guy who does his translating for him is really stupid cos whatever Materazzi is saying in his defense just sounds really lame. Burn in hell boy.


Back to Zizou! Seriously, I think what he did was totally appropriate. It's a matter of pride ah. Not saying that Zidane is arrogant but you know, maruah diri? Harga diri? You just gonna stand there and let people insult your family? Kudos to ZZ cos he let it slide like, 3 freaking times! I think people all over the world is gonna start imitating his headbutt. Hopefully they don't take away his award uh. All over one stupid incident?


Just irritates me that Cannavaro might get it instead. Sure he deserved it, yada yada yada. But I don't care! I want Zizou to keep it!



Oh Bai was saying that Materazzi probably said this to Zidane,

"Mak kau spaghetti, Adik kau pizza!"

Then throws pasta in Zidane's face.


*slaps forehead* Anyways, I saw the interview for a while and whoa, Ive never heard Zidane speak for so long before! Soft-spoken and humble, it's so great to see the angry protective side of him. I want to get that pic uh! Immediately after Mate-buto falls to the ground and Zidane towers over him. Wahaha!!



Sigh Tina Tina, why dont you ever listen to me? You're the spaghetti carbonara with ricotta filling!!!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:55:00 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

one last entry

So, the World Cup is officially over and we all need to get back to our normal lives. I need adjusting. I need counselling! Noooo!!! That's it, I'm not going to school until football season starts again. (=


Let me review the whole thing. Started off the World Cup with Germany's fantastic performance. Watched with Tina for awhile, and Aishah. Fell asleep at the end. Then came match after match with the Milahtants. Great times. One match with my brother and another match, alone at the coffeeshop.


I was gonna watch the finals with the Milahtants when my mum comes up to me and said that she wanted to watch with me. Kedabak-kedeboom, I stayed at home. And ended the World Cup exactly where I started it. With my family. 2am in the Ramdan household Monday morning felt like 2pm. We were so kecoh amongst ourselves. Mak, Bai, Iza and me.


Weird comments flew everywhere. Iza couldn't stop gushing over the ball, how lawa it was. Bai and Iza both kept cracking jokes, jokes that I can't retain in my sleepy brain. But everytime Iza asked something about the match, Bai and me would tell her some nonsensical answer. Like, "What color is Italy?" And Bai said red. But actually the red were the referees. And came out this long story about how the guys in blue would surround the pitch and the 4 "Italian" players would go against the French.


Discussed the player's hair, background, facial expression. I think it was Pirlo who had that gorgeous brown hair. They all had fabulous hair lah. All have their own hair specialist agaknyer. OOOhhh I love the part where Camoranesi cut his hair on the pitch. I was wondering what the hell they were doing, surrounding this player sitting on a chair. At first I thought it was Grosso and they were bowing down to him or something. Skali Camoranesi came away without his "famous" siput. *falls over laughing*

Oh yeah, Bai and Iza called him Siput Serawak. And Zidane smsed Bai during halftime. There was Meludah and Prata too. Funny names uh.


Henry and Zidane both clashed with Cannavaro and both times, they were the ones who got injured. The look on Henry's face in that first minute. All dazed and he looked at Cannavaro like, "*groggily* Ehhh...asal kau langgar aku?" And Cannavaro was like "*spread arms out* Bedah tak bersalah!"

Funny lah. He really looked like he didn't know what was going on. "I play soccer?" Told ya Canna was rock solid. *thumps his chest*


Alot of incidents in the match uh. Cant remember them all. But I do know this, I may not hate the Italians so much anymore but Materazzi? *strikes him off my list* I don't care that Zidane shouldn't have reacted with a headbutt. I still love him and I think Materazzi's an ass.


Zidane takes physical challenges pretty well but verbal abuse? Not so quite, it seems. Cmon man, that Italian dude groped Zizou!!! And then I heard he called Zizou, "son of a terrorist whore" after Zizou rejected his affections. So you see, Zidane HAD to headbutt some sense into the guy.


And you gotta admit, that was one powerful headbutt. Like KA-POW! And MATERAZZI IS DOWN! Somebody help the nancy boy!!! HELP!!! Buffon was like a headless chicken, running everywhere, screaming his case. I'm surprised he didn't get a yellow card for interfering so much. It's okay Zizou. I will steal the World Cup from Cannavaro's bed tonight and pass it to you okay? We will melt the Cup and use the gold to mould a statue of Zidane's bald head. Yay!



Oh and Trezeguet missing the penalty? Rather expected I think. Once Bah mentioned him in her sms and I saw him come up to take the penalty, I just had a bad feeling. Like so much expectation on one guy and he usually screws up. And also, I know that the footballing gods are against me, anything to spite me. So yeah, I protected myself by going FORZA ITALIA! Hah! Did you really think you could hurt me anymore?

Trezeguet cried today, when they were cheering for him. Ah finally!



Oh oh and the omens! Remember? All the signs pointing to an Italian win. How the situation was exactly the same as the last time they won the World Cup. I believe in omens okay. Like they said Liverpool was going to win the Champions League 2 seasons ago, because of the similarities in situation back when they last won it and the present. And THEY DID WIN THE CHAMPIONS TROPHY DAMNIT! Not that Im not happy for them, they're such an endearing team.



So yeah. It's over. Huh. EPL TIME!






It doesn't get any better.

you can come back now non-football fans, it's safe

I realized that I told a semut to calm down today.


And also that Italy has officially won the World Cup of 2006. Wow. Who would have thought? I hate them less now, because of their new style. Always knew they were gonna win. Tried to act indifferent during the penalty shootout but when Trezeguet missed that penalty, aaahhh...what a blow. Les Bleu just could not finish the job.




*claps for Germany* Good game you guys. Deserved 3rd place and better!




I just cannot bring myself to hate or be mad at Zidane. A tad disappointed but I kind of have the feeling that he did what he had to do. That intense, satisfied look on his face as he stared down at Materazzi's fallen form. *shivers* We still love you Zizou.




The ultimate prize. Viva La Azzuri!

good game

How do I know that? My eyes didn't roll back once! And I was very tired too but man, good game guys. And Bah's prediction came true, except that she said it would happen in the Finals. Boohoo. She said that the Germans will get the Portuguese drunk, buying them drinks on the "host" cos they were sad that their star player C.Ronaldo caught the flu. And then when they play, the Portuguese will be so out of sorts they scored an own goal. And Germany wins!


So maybe Ronaldo didn't get the flu but we still had an own goal. Poor Petit. He should hang himself using his boot's laces.
Alot of chances and it was super-gerek uh but not really tense cos hey, after Germany had 3 goals with 10 mins left, doesn't take a genius to know who's gonna win. But I was rooting for Portugal at one point (GASPS! TRAITOR!). Just wanted them to score "abit", you know. Sympathy goals. Ricardo did good though, and so did Kahn. I'm glad noone cried at the end. Be a man!


Oh and I suspected Podolski slipped the referee rasuah money. There was one part where Podolski ran up to the ref and he clasped his hands like they were old buddies, after the ref awarded them a free kick. And I was thinking, "Ah, this is where he slips the money into the ref's hand." Haha! FIXED! Referee kayu!


Nah I'm kidding. (no i'm not.) Anyways, everytime C.Ronaldo "falls", the ref buat bodoh jer sey. I theenk Ronaldo has really ruined his reputation now that even if he really does fall, the refs would still ignore him. Shrugs.





The world at your feet.




Klinsmann! Hope he stays on and no he's not gay. He's married.




Kahn the Bulldog didn't disappoint. We were right to want him to come on.




Scolari: Kau eh, buat susah team aku jer.

(can u imagine holding a conversation and having a 100 cameras surrounding you?)




And Germany got 3rd place. Let's just settle for this. For now.




Kesian Deco. I wanted Portugal to score for him. And Figo, for his last game. Oh well, *claps like an idiot*.



Who said Football is all about being tough hairy men?













Intimate moments. Heh. I can just imagine Figo and Kahn giggling to themselves in that second picture.





Last game of this World Cup and I'm gonna end it like how I started it. At home. But I'll be alone. Sigh. It's okay. I hope that Juventues and AC Milan all get relegated. More brilliant players for the English Premier League! Whoohoo! There will always be EPL! And Euro 2008! Cheer up Madah! All is not lost!


And so we will go, not in sorrow or despair, for our days are filled with good memories. Forza Italiana and Française!
losers

So the losers meet tmr night. Cmon Milahtants, dont you want to watch it together? I don't want to watch alone! Germany!!! But like Bah said, it'll be sad. When the two teams meet, they'll be like...




Ballack: Aku kalah.




Ronaldo: Aku pon kalah.



But unfortunately, Lehmann and Ballack not playing this Saturday. Kahn is playing though, finally yes!




Lahm not playing also. He's the guy who gave the ref a thumbs up when the ref gave a yellow card to his opponent for diving. Whahaha! And here we see The Samurai, Camoranesi.




But yes, get to see Klose play again. He's so baik here, help the guy with his cramps. Sportsmanship.





Oh my goat just look at them! Each and everyone, looking like hardcore Mafia members, especially Cannavaro. When they were singing the national anthem, he looked capable of homicide! Like, "Oh somebody's gonna die tonight, die die die!!!" Rock solid. Murderous Italians.




All tattoos and tenacity.




Zidane: *whispers* Thanks for the spot in the finals Figgs. Completely screwing that header when you only had Botak Barthez to beat was brill.

Figo: *murmurs* Anything for you Zizou cos mon pere est fou.




Oh god I can just see the headlines now.
FIGO AND ZIDANE BARES ALL. *wiggles eyebrows*
I theenk Figo has a crush on Zidane. Kindda like Henry's secret affair with Wenger.





On a brighter note, YAY! Lukas Podolski got it! YESSA!!! I wanted him to win!





'I was pleased about being booed,' he said. 'I am a dangerous player. And maybe the French fans were upset to see a dangerous player. I am not worried at all.' -C.Ronaldo, being cocky as usual.
Ronnie and Rooney, dua-dua sama busuk! Hmph. I'm glad you both were left feeling disappointed at the WC. Except that Ronnie is more of a crybaby while Rooney just throws a temper tantrum.

Kesian Fergie has to handle this nonsense.


'At the start of the game it was very emotional for me because I saw my family and friends in the crowd and that's the first time I have seen them since they arrived in Germany. I was very happy and showed my emotions. Did I cry? No, maybe I just changed my eye colour.' - Big Phil, cracking me up.


Now if you don't know, I don't support Italy. I hope France wins, just for Zidane's sake. But if Zidane wasn't playing, CANNAVARO ALL THE WAY!!!

they won!

No Germany didn't lose Germany didn't lose Germany didn't lose Germany didn't lose. They did not.

Lehmann, Germany's current No.1 keeper, palmed the shot by Grosso away, which landed at Ballack's feet, who sprinted all the way down to the other side and gave it a little flick to reach Podolski who then struck a marvelous curling shot which bounced off the head of Buffon, leaving him dazed and helpless to prevent the ball from hitting the back of the net.

The Italians were crushed (literally) beyond recognition and the Germans live to see another day in the Fifa World Cup 2006. Booyah.

Nobody saw the Italian national squad ever again.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
6:16:00 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

there is no hope

I speak no comfort to you, for there is no comfort for such pain within the circles of the world. Here I will linger, bound to my grief, under the fading trees as cold and grey as nightfall in winter that comes without a star.







In sorrow we must go, but not in despair.




There is still Germany.

England belongs to Bean. And you better believe it.
Years of being told that you ain't as good as us. Join the line. Sign your name.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
6:49:00 PM

wahlah I swear

Wahlah I swear, what a horrible night for football. For Nis and me. What a terrible, such a terrible disaster.
"Some teams just cannot beat another team. This happens in football." - Commentator.
You think?


Aside from the commentator, who made me smile and laugh a lot with his "incredibly witty" commentating, I hated the whole damn match. If I had a weak heart, I'll be dead right now. There were some parts that was fun though. Watching Rooney stamp on that Portugese player's balls. The rather short Roberto Carlos jumping above Henry to get to the ball. Peter Crouch ducking low to try to head the ball in, but he's just so damn tall. Ronaldo's "golden boots without a golden touch."



I'm really ticked off with Rooney. Sodding wanker. He should retire from football and set up his own goreng pisang stall. Burger goreng pisang. And C.Ronaldo too. Go become a model sudah lah. Annoying lil git. Urgh I cannot believe you both are in Man U. Ezels with no dicks!


And I knew I didn't like Henry for a reason. Cows I can't even blog properly about this. My dreams were filled with football, a few scenes of Ballack becoming a French player and scoring for Brasil. A jumbled up scene of Ronaldo and Rooney. My brain is in a mess, my heart in shatters. Boo.


But I really hope Portugal gets through the semi-finals. I rather them win than France, cos they really are the underdogs I think. Since they have not gotten a single World Cup before. Having said that, I think France will win, just to spite me and make me bang my head against the table.


Brasil...Lalalalalalalaaaa...Lalalalalalalalaaa...You guys SHOULD cry. Samba kings. Portugal looked more like samba guys yesterday, after they won. They got into a circle and did that bhangra thing where one guy steps into the middle of the circle and starts dancing. Their celebrations are so cute. Germany's was them pretending to be bowling and all the players fell over. Sigh.


After the match, we could barely move sia. Just stared into space. More painful for Nis and me since we had to watch England lose before that too. Yati and Bah, annoying Portugal fans. BAH! Tak guna I give you $2! So much for your petua...Give me back my two bucks you!!!

And I was so goddarn sleepy, I slept until 4pm. So teruk uh. Okay next match, let's watch at the padang near TampMall tu. Whoohoo!









Ferdinand was sobbing sia. And poor Becks had to go off due to injury. Aaron Lennon is Indian and he's good!




Foolishness on Rooney's part. They are all gonna hate him for the next 4 years, until he redeems himself. Great, do a Beckham Wayne. Arsehole.




Just proving that he's an immature jerk, who needs anger management classes.

Maybe Eriksson just doesn't know how to handle him. Ferguson would do better. DID do better. Eriksson duduk at the bench, buat kopi per. Like, he wasn't even involved in the match. Scolari was more active, sweeping his arms all over the place. Like Bah said, he's "orchestrating the game."






Poor John Terry. Chelsea or not, it's still very sad. Why lah you guys only perform well at club level?!




I think that's the last we'll see of Beckham and Figo. Their last World Cup, I should think.




Zidane did well though. Why lah only now you get back your form!? URGH.




Goodbye Ronaldo. That's the last of you too.


And the commentator mentioned something like, "Ronaldinho and Kaka seem to have had too much football (at club level) that now, they're all outta" balls? BOOHOO. Kaka muka jer handsome; you can go join C.Ronaldo in his modelling career uh!
And Yati wants to knock Ronaldinho's teeth out. Grrr...


I just cannot get over that England lasted so long with only 10 men! And without Wayne Rooney! God that guy is so overrated and overhyped. Biggest disappointment of the World Cup. Disastrous penalty shootout. GERRARD! UWAAAHH!!!



Oh that song, "Time of Our Lives" is so very nice. And the guys are so very hot. Their voices are so darn sexy! Okay enough of football. I don't wanna go school tmr. Yeurgh.

England belongs to me.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
3:24:00 PM

World Cup at the TCC

I am so very glad that Rao could smuggle us in and we could watch the game with hundreds of other people in Temasek Convention Centre. Twas so gerek, and so kecoh and freaking enthusiastic cheering.


Nis was Capitaine for the day cos she was wearing Ballack's no. 13! During half-time, we were eating outside the TCC and we didn't realize that the game started already. Suddenly we heard people screaming "GOOOOAAALLLL!!!" and everybody was running back and Bah and me just abandoned our nasi and raaaaann all the way in to see that Argentina had scored.
Cows penat sey kiter lari, and then climb the stairs all the way to the top. Macam kiter pulak yang playing.


Suddenly, we were all supporting Germany. I think it was cos Argentina scored first and I always like to support the underdog. We were really cheering Germany on and wahcows, when they scored the equaliser, everybody just went nuts.




My hero.




No. 11 Klose!!! Whoohoo! And with a little help from Nis too!


Oh a little headline we came up with,
"Ballack Balas Balik Bola Berjangkit"




Awie! HAHA! First guy who caught our attention. His hair uh, ISH. His strategy uh. To whip his hair into his opponent's face.




The Argentine keeper had to go off after taking a knee to his ribs. Poor guy.




Half the time, we were all just praying and berdoa-doa semua. And when the penalty kicks came, SEOUL uh, scary shitte. I swear I was shaking!
Bah Yati Nis Rao and me all held hands and stomping our feet screaming for Germany.




At first we wanted Kahn. Like, cmon! Lehmann???
But we sang for Lehmann anyways...AND HE BLOCKED A SHOT!




Then he blocked another! WHOOOOO!!!
The whole place just erupted uh, I was just shrieking "Germany menang Germany menang!!!"
I cannot believe that a team that I supported would win! COWS. I cant tell you how happy I was, how happy all of us were. Most of the people who were noisy were the Argentina fans. But after Germany won, finally German fans started jumping up and down everywhere, screaming a lung, two lungs out.

Aha! So gerek lah, to be able to jump all over the place, Nis and me screaming in each other's faces and hugging and clapping. Yeah we got the clapping bug too. Sikit2 je, tepuk tangan. Cows we're as dumb as the rest of them. *shrugs*




Klinsmann really has a reason to jump for joy now, his team is IN the semi-finals!!!




This is how Argentina fans are feeling all over the world right now.



Even the dog feels it.




My man Klose!


Urgh I didn't take pictures at all uh in the TCC. Was so sleepy and everybody was lying everywhere. Italy match and I was awake enough to realize that Ukraine got thrashed 3-0. Patah hati aku. Aper dah Oasis, you're not my wonderwall uh. I remember Yati telling me excitedly to watch Sheva do some excellent dribbling but cows, I was busy growing another eyelid. My eyes felt so lebam!




Poor Sheva. I did cheer for you but MY GOD, you guys BLEW your chances! Wahlah I swear, my eyebrows all drop off uh cos you people.




Buffon gave us some laughs, what with hitting the side of his face on the metal post. And the commentator was like, "Oh the goalkeeper is in a daze!" Hahaha and Buffon was like scrunching up his face and shaking his head. The ref came over to him to check on him and he was like laughing2 but he still looked abit confused. Aper dah Buffon...




And this guy Yati and me call, "Oasis" cos of his hair. Ugh heartbreak.




Gerek Ballack. YAY.


Oh and after the match, one of the Argentine subs got a red card, for kicking a German player I think. There was a fight on the touchline, involving the officials all. Cows, sore losers.




After the whole thing, kiterorang semua macam nk mati. I had been awake from 7am all the way to 5 am the next day. Tak sempat amik nap pon sey. We went to the Art Space or something and tried to sleep there but I had my contacts on so no can do. SO while Rao all tido, Yati and me sat on the cupboard feeling and looking jiwang. Suddenly we burst into a song, Gerimis Mengundang.


Tiba-tiba je kan, from one corner of the room, keluar suara uh. Kiter nyer previously unknown backup singer, Fadzley. God we all sounded so jiwang and so katak. Not so much Fadz as Yati and me ah. Macam laki baru mati jer.



Rao nie, kater je nk jumpa pat Mac but urgh everyone was so tired uh, moving so lethargic and slow. I got home like 7am and finally got to sleep. YAY! SO gerek lah to tdo. But I woke up at 1pm. Tina Izzah and Abak uh, kecoh2 around my bed. And now Im just thinking about the POrtugal-England game tonight. Omgosh I have butterflies in my stomach.

I don't support Germany the way I support England. OOOHH SERAM! I want to be able to scream and shout and stamp my feet and yell "Bapak kau giler bodoh!!!" Sooo venue ideas anyone????

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