Thursday, May 31, 2007

dream sandals

I'm annoyed. Oh but what else is new. Today my cousin got engaged. And my sister flew back yesterday. And I'm trying to hide. But don't tell anyone okay.





I want. Help. Can't find in Spore. SOS.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:17:00 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

Past GM meetings



And I came to a Samba meeting the other time and rupernyer, ini kerja yang dorang buat di dalam bilik tu.





Ish.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
11:42:00 PM

top news

My sister-in-law is...PREGNANT!!!!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
12:01:00 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

I want those slippers! Basket, how can all out of stock? Cows, if only my feet were smaller! Damn you elephant hooves!

Ps: Tapi syukur ada kaki, some people don't have feet okay.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
11:45:00 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

my 2cents on AI

I thought that Blake did awesome with his opening Bon Jovi number, my absolute favourite from him. He's an excellent performer but come on Americans! Pity the poor boy. To vote him into the final two and set him up with Miss Sparkles and have the judges (except for Annoying Abdul) compare them all night? And she being so obviously way out of his league! Kesian jugak.

Ooh my gosh, Jordin! She deserved to win. I don't think that needs elaboration.


The result show was actually quite good. I loved the duet between Jordin and Ruben! Oooh lala, and then Taylor Hicks and his harmonica! Super groovy song, wonder what's the title. Some beatboxing from Blake and this other guy called, Fresh? Aiyer. But his beatboxing really sounded like damn real drums. Bloody cool.


Jordin & Melinda would have made it a little bit more exciting because it wouldn't have been so clear cut but oh well, too bad.

And finally, yes I agree Simon. Ryan should come out of the closet already. Good night folks and good luck!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
10:38:00 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

flick off the chic

I just realize why I can't stand that Katharine McPhee song. It's soooo Jojo/Ciara!! Which is a real shame cos her voice is super sedap and they are just WASTING it on such chick flick-like songs! It's so -spits on the ground-. I feel outraged for her! I swear I will HIT something if they make Jordin sing something like "GOODIES" or "Milkshake" or ohmygod, CANDYMAN.

Okay I've got nothing against Christina Aguilera cos I really do think she has a great voice but somehow, I always end up disliking her songs very berry much. Sorry Christina. And I do like Candyman but I dunno why I would switch radio stations whenever it comes on. My hands have a mind of their own!!

And another thing, why is it that people always cry in the rain ah? Like you check weather forecast eh, then wait for it to rain before you cry just so you can write a song about it and have it play on the radio? Geez people, lay off the drama just a tad will you! Rain ajer cry. Aper sajer. You know tak, rain bawak rahmat! Doa lah siket ke, siram pokok ke, angkat kain jemuran (hujan dah turun..) kee...


Okay seriously, do your project!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
3:09:00 PM

bury me blue

I went back where I belonged today...The Mandai Zoo! Can you believe that Tina didn't know that when you say Mandai, you mean the Zoo, or the foresty area at least. I had said this to her, "You are so young."

I think my interview didn't go so well. And suddenly, after drinking alot of mango juice and eating chicken cutlet, I don't feel like talking about it anymore. It just sucks like major rotten big Easter eggs. And maybe I shouldn't have done this but while getting down the bus at the Zoo, I grabbed some guy's arm to ask him anxiously, "Is this the ZOO?!"

At least I didn't giggle nervously. But yeah, the Zoo looked REALLY different! I wasn't sure whether I should alight or not so I was like "Excuse me excuse me!" but the guy was wearing earphones so I just quickly grab him before he could get away. And again, I was calling out "Excuse me excuse me!" to the girl in front of me so I could ask for directions but she was wearing earphones too.

Sooo annoying!!

And I got lost at Ang Mo Kio, I got packed like a sardine in the MRT cos stupid NYP students berlambak sey. EEE. Again, sooo annoying!!!

And I'm suppose to do my project but no please I'm so sleepy why won't you let me sleep? Booooo...-snores-

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
2:53:00 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

likes to kill but not murder

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you


Ps: Izzah, see this pillow? It's going to slowly creep over your face and place itself firmly on your face in the middle of the night. Did you hack into my MSN?!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
10:23:00 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

And you know what? I DID lose the ability to read! Had to redo the PNR question so many times, flipping through my book like crazy. And Yati, you should know that I get as kancheong as two spiders so it really helps to let it aaaall out!

And I went to the BirdPark today, for a little while. Thanks to Wadah for telling me how to get there and back! Cos I'm such a spaz like that. And the bird park is actually very nice! I haven't been to see it since uh...since I could barely retain memories.

And my presentation? Oh boy. -erase from hard disk- Thanks Aishah for helping me with the mind-map. Oh, and to the people outside the library who saw me drop this HUGE stack of paper all over the floor and didn't help me at ALL!. Thanks eh.


"I know. I'll just stop thinking about it. And hey, you know what? I don't even remember why I was sad!
Hey it's the Krusty Krab 2 manager!
-Spongebob wails in despair-"



- Spongebob the Movie (cos the line has been running in my head the whole day)

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:11:00 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

don't want to close my eyes

I can't sleep though I'm suddenly very sleepy cos I am nowhere near done for my presentation tmr at freaking 9AM, AND I'm still not sure if can use Powerpoint slides to present, if I need to print handouts for my class PLUS, I don't know what the HECK "public/private tourism agency" means. WTF?!

And then I have my Ticketing & Reservation test tmr and granted, it's an open book test but what if what if I forget to bring my book or I suddenly lose the ability to read, comprehend or TYPE?! HOOOW!

And after the test, I have an interview all the way at BOON LAY and I gotta gather myself together (no helmet hair okay) and brush up on the company a bit. At least read my resume so I can answer questions or whatever.

AND, I'm suppose to finish my painting by this week, Aishah's coming back today and we're suppose to have a family dinner but I'm too near hysterical to want to go but I know I must but please! Please no! Got food what at home. Can't we eat here? And this isn't major or anything but god, I hate c-h-e-l-s-e-a. Shot through the heart indeed.


Oh no, is this what you would call stress? -looks puzzled-



Oh baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
O baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child girl

E v e n  t h i s  w i l l  p a s s

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
2:35:00 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

you give AI a bad name

OHMYBILLYGOAT!!!!! HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN??? MELINDA DOOLITTLE IS NOT IN THE FINALS?! WTF?!?! Okay no offence Blake, cos I really do like you but it was a GIVEN that you're suppose to go out and leave the two girls in the finals. COWS. And quite kesian also cos when it was announced that it was BLAKE who got into the finals with Jordin, people were unhappy.

So if I was Blake, I would feel so serba salah. COOOWWS. Stupid people. Jordin better win okay! And I mistook Elliot Yasmin for Josh Groban AND, the lead singer of Maroon 5 is kindda hot but a bit gay.

Okay bye.

MAAAAAHHLEEENDUUUUUHH!!!!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
10:42:00 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

speechless. stunned. smashing!

I was late to school again this morning, due to sheer impatience, stupidity and uh, bad luck. And timing. Cos you see, I can't stop time. Yes. So while I was in the bus, being late, Bah called me to scream at me that "NUWAI'S ENGAGED!" and she went off about how Nuwai smsed her and now she's engaged to some guy named don't know what and I was laughing and laughing and...laughing at Bah.

I mean, it's BAH. Like I would believe anything she says, especially something as ridiculous-sounding as that. So ridiculous, it might have been true. So it went like,

Bah: "IT'S TRUE MADAH, I'M NOT KIDDING!"
Me: "HAHA shut up Bah this is not funny."
Bah: "Really OMG I SWEAR SHE TOLD ME!! GO CHECK HER BLOG!"
Me: "HAHAHA YEAH RIGHT BAH."
Bah: "Ini BETUL BETUL NIE BUKAN COBAAN!"
Me: "Cooo-baaa-aaaan..."


Okay so I made the last two lines up but yeah, it was going like that for a while and at last she gave up and hung up on me. And I completely forgot about it until Yati msged me near-hysterically while I was in the bus on the way home. She said Bah told her and I'm like, yeah, don't believe Bah. Go Google it first, or something. And she texted back even more hysterical than ever, and I smelled a conspiracy so I didn't want to believe her until she told me she saw the picture of Nuwai's engaged HAND.

Uh, I mean the ring was on her henna-ed finger. GASPS.

So naturally, I had to sms half of GM (sorry to those who I missed), and Naza summed it up with a,
"WHAT THE HELL!"
And Rao thought I was joking. (Not really funny joke okay!)
And Wadah was like, "Yeah, I know..." (Shakes fist at you!)

HAHA I cannot believe this NUUUWAAAIII!!!!! This better not be a joke, cos I SWEAR I will just, pop an artery. I'm still only half-convinced. Yati thought it was an april fool's joke. And I'm just so...-_-". For lack of expression.

Okay, IF this is not a big fat hoax, CONGRATULATIONS NUWAI. I'm going to go scream now. Let's end off this post with a huge, loud, noisy....ZOMG!!!!!



Ps: And all I could think was, "And you guys thought I would get married first. TAKE THAT, SUCKAH!!! WHOOHOO!! -runs off into the sunset. alone.-"

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
6:02:00 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

all that glitters

Sorry for the flood of entries but HEY it's my blog and I just want to say,
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG HAHA I just saw Gaby Heinze with his two children, taking a picture with none other than his best buddy ol' pal, Cristy Ronaldo. Eheekz.

And Scholes's son looks JUST like him. Aiyer.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
8:31:00 PM

excerpts from TNP

What drama, what tension, what suspense. It's the first line I read as I open TheNewPaper and yes, this could be used to describe TNP too. So drama-mama. Here's just some stuff that I read that I found funny. And oh, last page, MAN U GETS THE TROPHY!!! Yessa. Giggs and his daughter! (Or was it a boy...)


"Pompey Poll-axed" (referring to Graham Poll, the referee who gave 3 yellow cards to the same player at the WorldCup)


"BARCA BLOW, REAL RISE" (HAHAHAH!! LOL LOL LOL)
They meant, Barcelona lost & Real Madrid went up to 1st spot in La Liga lah, get your mind out of the gutter.


"But fate's fate. Probably Chelsea will win the FA Cup final and AC Milan will win the Champions League." - (this from the bitter manager of the latest & last victim of the relegation battle, whose side lost after both Liverpool & Man U kind of gave away victories to their fierce rivals, the Hammers.)

(WAH, I can be TNP writer already sey!)


"She secretly tied the knot with so-and-so in their LA home in an intimate ceremony officiated by a rabbit." (LOL LOL LOL HAHAHAHA WAKAKAKA!!!!)

Okay not rabbit, it's actually a rabbi. But the first time I read it, I read it as rabbit. Which made me laugh crazily to myself for the next 15 mins. Nasib aku kat rumah. Okay, that's all folks! (-sniggers-)










Oh? Gaby & Ronnie? Heh heh heh.





The best part of this is that the whole of next season, I will get to see Ryan & Gary holding up the trophy in VICTORY! at the beginning of every EPL Highlights episode. YAY. Hooray for Giggs and the rest of the buggers! WHOOHOO!!!
O so Intricate

I'm sniggering mentally cos for the past 2 weeks, I've been telling my friends to go get CONRAD paper and they're like, "Cannot find!" And only this past weekend did I realize it's actually Conquerer paper. Hur hur. But they figured that out on their own so not really funny. And they went to buy and I can't be bothered to follow so I'm all alone during lunch in the computer lab.

So kental like nanah kan? But what they don't know is, I rather like to be alone. I've got my itinerary for the day up in my head. I can go wherever I want without being hindered. I get most impatient and fidgety when I have to follow people go toilet. There's only so much you can do in the toilet tau. Ah, I'm just impatient as a person. But kan, I shouldn't be.



Hai orang-orang yang beriman, mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan (mengerjakan) salat, sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang-orang yang sabar.
Al-Baqara::153

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
11:27:00 AM

a not so happy mother's day

Oh no oh no oh no never tell a kid they're not good enough! It's bad enough they think they're not good enough. We do not need to reach a consensus.

Blogger can be such a bitch. Anyways, my cousin is in some pretty big trouble and it's hard to imagine him being and doing whatever cos he was such a uh, lembut boy while growing up. Soft-spoken really. Bordering pondan-like. -shakes head- What I kesiankan the most is his mother. It's such a typical scenario in the Malay community tau. Anak go to jail, anak masuk DRC, anak get pregnant and mak nyer yang nangis, nangis and nangis.

You see it on TV. These cute little makciks in their tudongs and crying because their anak did this or that and I can relate cos they look just like my mum, aunts or grandmother. And usually, they are living in some small flat, and/or are ill or whatever lah eh. It just has to be full of drama. Eh budak-budak, kenapa selalu buat benda bodoh ah? Kenaper tak pakai otak huh? Please eh, in the end, it's not just you yang susah tau.

And don't even talk about friends lah. Usually, when you get into trouble like this, it means your friends pon samer bodoh for going along with it. Or maybe they were the ones who put you in that situation just to save their ass. Smart fucks.

TSK.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
11:24:00 AM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

YAH-ZEE!

I just watched Windtalkers and at the end it said, "The code was never broken." I'm guessing alot of Indians died. Since the rule is not to let any of the codetalkers be taken by the Japs cos then they would talk and tak mungkin NONE were taken kan.

And Bhai came over just now and he's getting a bird! A pair of lovebirds. And geez the conversation. It's just not natural, talking about birds with your brother and how "You can't play with birds." And Bhai was very amused as he recalled how he and Aishah killed two baby birds by overfeeding. -shrugs-

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! I got Mak periuk! Wheehee!

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:40:00 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

we got it back

Damn today has been some Monday. I don't know how I feel about Eric & Danielle winning the Amazing Race but I wanted to watch it! I'm glad that uh, the cousins didn't win though. And I cannot believe ERIC & DANIELLE! They were always |this| close to being eliminated but noooo. Geez. 1 million buckeroos baby.




On a more positive note,

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!!







(Don't forget help from Henrik Larsson)



Welcome to The RON & ROON SHOW.


Someone's MSN nick suggested playing Van Der Sar as striker when we play Chelsea. Wouldn't that be a riot.









GASPS. SO salah.
cat on hot bricks

I was walking through the interchange and I saw all these army boys and something maybe me do a double take. No, not handsome boy lah. They're all green and gross. No, it was their BAGS!

I remember (mostly from Army Daze) that they use to have this huge green duffel bag that they have to carry on one shoulder. Heavy but it had that I'm-ready-to-go-to-camp look you know? But NOW, they have like bags with wheels lah! Like those Primary 1 kids bring to sch, can roll on the floor, like suitcase. Wahcows!

My very 1st impression (which is created in the 1st 30seconds that you see/meet someone/something) was,

"Very sissy lah!"



Ps: Hopefully the footballing gods will help the Gunners in not tripping over their own boot laces in their haste to present Man U with the trophy. Peace out.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
8:31:00 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

me, ridin dirty?

Aishah, thank you very very much for that whole pep talk. It really helped lah and YES I will do a "Jewel" and be a "X-Men". OOOKAY people now that I've decided that I want to go to the zoo & do my SIP there, there is only the problem of doing my resume&coverletter AND THEN gotta do interview and finally have to see if they will accept me. -gives them Puss in Boots eyes-

And my sister can be so suspense sometimes. She called me at school today and after giving that whole cheerleader routine of hers, she suddenly talked about a proposal. As in, she had a proposal for me. She was like,

"I was thinking...Bai dah kahwin, has his own house already and moved away and soon, Iza will have her own family too and I'm here, away in Dubai and I want to ask you, do you want a car?"



WTF!!! Like ZOMG!!! HAHAHA!! Okay not a car CAR, but a car license. No she's not going to bribe the people there to GIVE me a car license (even the Bank of Aishah's not that powerful) but she will however, sponsor the expenses incurred to acquire one. GAH! GAH GAH GAH! I know my reaction was very   -_-"

But in school what, need to maintain reputation okay. Cannot go screaming about macam perempuan terbiat you know. I was doing hand signals to Dadah though, while Aishah was speaking to me, and did a little dance in the toilet. And then gushed to her & Tami. And when I told Rao, I had a delayed reaction and finally started shrieking with Fas.


Though I want a bike uh. Rather rather like my father you know. Makes for weaving in & out of traffic easier AND, can get the license faster right? Father, Mother, SISTER, I promise! I will ride at the speed limit okay, I get cheap cheap scooter, okay? Kapchai also can! Hehehe.


-whistles innocently- (if I could whistle in tune that is)


Ps: My dad told me yesterday that Man U was going to lose 3-0 to AC Milan, and I waved him off airily like, "No lah father, you don't even know them lah..." So confident I was, in people like Ronnie, Ryan, Edwin & cows, NEMANJA. But ADUH Saliha! Sakitnyer.


And this morning, daddy dearest SMSED me to say,

"See I told you right, manu lose 3-0."


SHEESH. How's THAT for bad vibes? GAH.

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
9:12:00 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

repetition for effect

My attachment (SIP) will be 5 months long and I really want to work at the zoo. I've always said that I wanted to be a zookeeper and well, this seems like my chance to see if that would work out for me. I know I'm not really going to be a zookepeer for my attachment but it's a start somewhere right?

Thing is, I'm screwed if I suddenly realize that I don't like the zoo at all. Cos people have been telling me that the zoo is not exactly the best option. In fact, they've shown quite a lot of surprise and given off more vibes of "IMPENDING DOOOM" than I can handle, which is really depressing.


Like my friend said, "Why the zoo?!? You can always work there during your holidays as a part-timer or something. This is SIP you know!! You want to gather the most experience that you can get, learn alot of stuff so it would reflect well on you when you go out to work! Can put in your resume, show your experience! Working at the zoo is like working at The Luge (at Sentosa)! Don't waste your SIP."

Which is kind of true. It WOULD be like working at Sentosa and urgh, I don't like Sentosa. But it's. the. ZOO.


Do I want my resume to look good? Of course lah! But why you all look down on the zoo?? It is so bad. God I've been saying this for the past 3 years,
I'M IN THE WRONG COURSE!!!!

No not really, cos I rather like some of the HTM subjects but being in this industry requires alot of hard work and uh, I despise hard work damnit. And I can't really see myself as an Applied Science student, no matter how much I whine about wanting to go there. Though I envy Rao very very much. WHY WHY WHY do I do one thing when I want another? Damnit, I want Thin Mint! Not Sticky Chewy Chocolate, no matter how popular it is and how much good it will do to my freaking complexion!

(Cows, people have died from this much angst.) 


People have always been able to influence my decisions and already, I'm swaying I'm swaying I'm swaying and god, projects and my resume is not even done up yet and my feet stinks and I don't like garlic and the icebergs are melting and I'm just trying to save the species. -chokes chokes chokes-


Other reasons not to go to the zoo would be,

1) The freaking distance from the zoo to my house.

2) The fact that I won't have any friends cos HTM students are just too cool for the zoo.

3) Have I mentioned the distance?

4) I don't even know if I'll get in so why you all up my grill? (Eh, issit over my grill? Hmmm...)

5)(I don't have time to wonder about rapper language dude)

6) I don't own a bike.

7) I don't own a car.

8) The distance.



Now I feel like singing Phil Collin's I can go the distance!!! I don't think I want to work at the airport anymore cos Iza's Kinah's & Zaid's horror tales are enough to make me want to jump off...well, something.


Do you know how easy it is to talk me into or out of something? Come on Madah, have stronger beliefs for godsakes woman! Righteousness & courtesy! Integrity & respect! Show committment!









Phaw.


here I stand six feet small
and smiling cause I'm scared as hell
kinda like your life is like a sequel to a movie
where the actors' names have changed

- John Mayer

*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
6:44:00 PM

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