Saturday, February 28, 2009
It's been raining alot lately.
You know, you should doa when it rains, cos the rain is rahmat.
My dad taught me that.
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Friday, February 27, 2009
Muhammad Hasnim Khan, apa kata korang? Hahah, Bhai is so cute lah (words I thought I'll never say). I'm suddenly overcome with fondness for my brother. =)
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2nd cousins' Item
Been meaning to this for ages, I even had the post all typed out - WATCH THIS. (And I just realized my cutest kitten video doesnt lead anywhere. Bleargh.) For HQ, click on the youtube thingy. I really don't know how to post HQ vids straight.
Part 1
Part 2
This was fantastic ah. It's suuuper funny throughout!! Achan suddenly appearing on the pelamin already had me cracking up like mad!! I think they're all pretty awesome. It was like a 12 minute long song and they all danced continuously in the extreme heat! Mandi peluh habis. Kudos to all my cousins for putting up such a awesome possum blossum performance which I think everyone enjoyed tremendously. Most hilarious act award goes to Kak Pa, who still has me in stitches when I watch her parts. Kelakar nak mampos lah.
Too bad my camera ran out of space before the end. The end was the groom and bride (they were sitting beside me) being pulled to dance and me somehow ending up (more like dragged by Dayana) in the mob of dancing people. Hahah but it was ultra fun I tell you!
Oh and can see the events from another angle (with ME inside) if you go to Facebook, under Nazima Huque. The 2nd part to the video is until the ending.
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=56836811046&subj=579176046
Okay finish!
Ps: To all Ngee-Annians, if you guys thought you saw Fawas dancing, YES you did. I was so shocked. HAHA.
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
2:57:00 AM
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back to the old school, soon
There's a topic that everybody in my family would like to avoid and sweep under the carpet.
No actually there's two topics.
And you know I'm only blogging cos I'm avoiding schoolwork. ARGH study week is almost over! What happened to my promises of studying real hard? I promised myself I would start last Saturday! But no Sat, I dont know what I did. Work and GM?
Then Sunday, I watched a thousand more videos.
I said to myself, MONDAY! Monday mesti start. I don't know what happened here either.
Tuesday, I went to work and read the HYD manga again and then it was BOF.
Wed I brought Tina to the doctor and then went to Whitesands to buy catfood. I'm disturbed by how excited I get when I buy catfood. And then I watched Ninja Warrior.
Today I watched Dont Forget the Lyrics and didn't win 1000 bucks. I really needed it. SIGH. My friend is done with her essay like 2 days ago. WHAT THE HELL!
*starts researching furiously*
And I havent touched my Chinese.
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Monday, February 23, 2009
To think I almost died because of Vicks Vapor Rub!!!
Eh sorry no, Im not badmouthing them, just that - BE CAREFUL.
*goes back to my facade of studying*
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Friday, February 20, 2009
the cutest kitten ever
I swear, I CANNOT own this kitten cos then I'll always be distracted. I told Tina, "I've never even SEEN a human baby THIS cute! *falls over*" In other news, let's dedicate this friday night to Ep 13, 14 and 1N2D why don't we? YESSA, can YOU churn out an 8-page long, 2600 word essay in two days? I hope I don't do too badly.
Enjoy the vid!
Cutest Kitten ever
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Something interesting - At least 3 people on my MSN list has a BOF/BBF related nickname. HAHAH Curse you all who've watched Ep 13 & 14!!! I can't yet! I shouldn't even be online!
(But I somehow have the time to watch clips of 1N2D. I'm telling you, I'm in love with 6 guys and a dog.)
I think I'm screwing up Semester 2 for myself. My Chinese quiz just now really left me feeling....pancet. Deflated. Down in the dumps. Bluey. I know I lost at least 10 marks. But my friend was like, "ARGH, it's just a stoopid test!" And that made me laugh and I felt a bit better cos we were both laughing at our horrible Chinese. But sigh, stupid system. I'm totally a product of this Singapore education system. My marks and I, we can never be apart. I'll always be stuck in this rat race, when I don't even eat CHEESE!
Who says I'm ahead? Kohjidmal. These are all lies!
Bye.
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Monday, February 16, 2009
look only at me
Utk penetahuan:-.... Umat islam tak di galakan menyambut valentine day coz as that same date org kafir celebrate kejatuhan islam.
I got that from Wak Sin! Don't know how true but yes, I just wanted to post that. I realized I haven't done my Valentine Day's rant yet! Wait, do I usually do a Vday rant post? Uhhhh, not that I remember. But anyways, PLESE EH ORANG-ORANG MUSLIM, VDAY is not for us! We can celebrate Total Defence Day instead. *sniffs delicately*
Cows, the things I do to AVOID my essay that CANT be avoided! PANIC Madah, it's due soooo soooo sooon. AND I have a test on Wed that I haven't studied for AND I have work whole day tmr. AND Tina is asking me to listen to Misteri Jam Dua Belas. BOOHOO.
Even if I cheat, dont ever cheat baby
Even if I forget you, dont ever forget me lady
If once in a while I don’t contact you
and I go out to drink
Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze
(you)Look only at me.
neon naman barabwa
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Friday, February 13, 2009
Check out my Chinese blog!
HAHAH but merepek, aku cakap tak tahu grammar betul tak. SIGH. And I hate the layout. EYES PAIN SIA.
http://hammadahramdan.blogspot.com/
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
the magic train
I would say, "Fucker, punk ass kid. I'll see you in court!"
It also made me think of my own friends and just the thought of anything happening to ANY one of them makes me extremely sad, I can just start tearing up right now! Takyah mention my family lah eh, cos if anything happens to them, you can check me into a mental hospital right away. May God keep these things away from us, at least for a little while.
I remember Rao and me saying that we need to draw up a "Who to Contact in Case I Die" list, so that our parents know to at least inform our friends of our death. We said it in jest, and it was more an assessment of who would be reliable and easy to contact and who is that one GM person who we can count on to contact ALL our other friends. But kan, it's actually a real problem. Would your parents even bother looking through your hp to tell your friends that you have died, especially when they're grieving themselves? And would you even notice anything was amiss, even if you tried calling and texting me for days and I never replied? Macam normal kan, Madah is hiding in her wormhole again.
SO please ppl, if can't contact me, PLEASE PANIC! For godsakes. This is why GM Friday meetings are important!
And this whole thing has made me rethink my friendships. Safe to say lah, my GM are no. 1 on my list of Important Friends, and I know lately, and I mean past few months, there have been unhappiness, bingit-ness, hurtful comments and other nonsense like that, coming from people like myself, and directed at people, like myself. And I thought that, ah, my bingit with that person or persons, I really can't let go of it! Pasal I keep thinking about it or maybe I'm just being petty ah.
Oh btw, pettiness is a REAL problem okay. It's right up there, alongside alcohol abuse. I truly salute those who can be the bigger person and really forgive and not hold ill-feelings. Cos it's really susah not to harbour ill-feelings and negativity after an argument, or a spur-of-the-moment blog entry.
Anyways, yeah, I realized after all this mess that whatever it is...
I love you guys.
Yeah you thought I had some brilliant conclusion about how we'll always be important to each other, how we will always be this way somehow but NO. I don't know how it's going to be like in the future and of course all of us will change somehow, takkan nak stagnant in this phase of our life kan. So everything's uncertain but I'm pretty sure I'll still love you guys. No matter how much I bitch and complain and gossip about you people. SO I guess, this entry is for you guys, the important people of GengMilah! Take my love down to Tampines Street 32 and spread it all over your body like lotion.
Mwah.
"There is no greater sorror than to recall happiness in times of misery."(I've always thought regret was more painful.)
Ps: I got on the magic train today!
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
8:51:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
wild ballet dancer
Ah yet another hilarious episode of Ninja Warrior, this time watching with Abak, Mak, Tina & Aishah. It's SUUUPEEEER funny, you guys HAVE to watch it! Sometimes it's the contestant which makes it funny but mostly, it's the nonsensical commentator!
"He's become one with the water! The rolling log is rolling faster than an eye!"
And there was this contestant just now who wore only a G-string!!! And my dad was like, "Aper nie G-string, terlentang gitu!" And so we laughed even harder because....MY DAD KNOWS WHAT A GSTRING IS, THE HORROR!!! HAHAHA serious perut sakit sak ketawa. *wipes away tears*
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
a thousand and one colors
Ain's & Naza's 21st birthday party, which was awesome possum! Tons of cameramen, sampaikan Naza's multiply album has almost 500 pics inside and she didn't even put EVERYTHING inside. A few nice pics here!
All the Milahtants that attended, plus a cute baby named Zikri.
Milaheroes; save the cake, save the chalet.
Oh and we were being so picky about the songs, during our private GM party later in the night but when THIS song came out, we were SO EXCITED we all lined up to dance!
What song? An an an!! DORAEMON'S THEME SONG!!! I can't believe we all actually marched on the spot.
HAHAH and of course we just HAD to bhangra abit, it's a MUST.
And in the second pic, that's us preparing to sing our all-time favourite, a must have at every GM chalet - a singalong to SUCI dalam DEBU.
Naza has the video from Adam up already on her multiply. I'm not gonna put on YouTube since I think it's gonna take me forever! But really man, the beginning of the video was so funny. It seemed like we were really preparing to appear on stage or something!
Ah, I've been successfully been rehabilitated into the world!
http://nazaa.multiply.com/video/item/75/Suci_Dalam_Debu_-after_party
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NURAIN, WAHEEDAH & NAZARATUL FARHANA!!!!!
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Sunday, February 08, 2009
darliadarliadarliadarlia
Ain's & Naza's Thousand Colors party was pretty awesome. I really enjoyed myself and like WAAHH, GM really suddenly had a chalet in the middle of nowhere! And the place was GEREK!!! Wish we had more time to enjoy ourselves there. OH, and we also got a new GM member! HOW FREAKING RARE AND ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE. Wak LU man!
I would say more cheery and happy stuff except that I'm super frustrated, worried, anxious, angry, helpless and just ARGH!!! My cat Darlia is missing, and she's never been gone this long (gonna be 12 hours soon) and my dad is all "Oh something has happened to her!" and my mum is outside yelling, "Darlie!!! Darlie!!!" and Sleeper is all over me. WHERE IS SHE SIA. I cant even hear her bell! Darlie won't ever go out this long to play by herself. It's not her style. Ah my dad just walked past muttering, "Where are you Darlia, where are you?"
If she's truly gone eh.........I really don't know lah what to do. I KNOW I'm not suppose to let her go out and she's NOT suppose to go out except that my house has a lot of holes from which she can go out from and she doesn't wander very far anyways so I let her. *beats myself up* I should have put a GPS device on her. I give up on cats, I swear. It's just sooo tiring and really susah nak start again. I still have Sleeper BUT, I want DARLIA!!!!
@#$%^&*()_+{P_)(*&^%$#!@#$%^!~@#$%^&*()_~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Wednesday, February 04, 2009
strong baby!
My dad is being dramatic, but at the same time scaring me a little bit.
I came home today and he was lying down on the couch and he kind of waved me over to him weakly and so I cautiously crept to him and he whispered,
"Later when I die, you all tutop aurat, and bacakan Abak doa-doa semua..."
I was like CHEY! He's been saying that he's gonna pass away these past few days, just because he's been sick. I usually roll my eyes and laugh it off whenever he goes into a this-is-what-u-must-do-when-I-die mood or a im-really-dying-here-doesnt-anybody-care-mood; but even though I take it lightly, at the same time, I DONT. The possibility is always there of course, for every living being on Earth but it's common to brush death off while caught up in the pointless pursuits of our everyday lives.
Tina told me that Abak had also said to her, "Fatinah, nanti orang datang kan, semua pakai baju kurung okay, pakai baik-baik, semua duduk ramai-ramai..."
And Tina was like, "Why what's happening?" And she was also like CHEY when she heard the answer.
Not only that, my dad is also bringing my mother along on his little melancholy boatride! They're both making jokes about it and though sometimes I feel a tad uncomfortably talking about such depressing topics, I can't help but laugh at their complete nonchalance and drama-tendencies.
OH did anyone watch Ninja Warrior just now? Mak, Abak and me were cracking up badly lah! It's only funny when the contestants fail and fall flat on their faces, which happens to be Mak's favourite part. She really LAUGHS like geli-hati nyer laughter which is very funny to listen to. Sigh....
Which reminds me of her bday and the one topic that can really make me loowww loowww lowwwww....*sinks into the ground*
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
11:22:00 PM
11:22:00 PM
organized chaos
I met my fourth Milahtant today!!! I was going back home after work with Yana Sistic and I wasn't really looking around while I was heading towards the MRT but I saw this guy pointing at me and I was trying to see his face cos it was kind of dark but it suddenly hit me that "EH, that looks like Sham!" so I looked around for Rao and THERE WAS RAO!!! Super eggciting I swear, both Rao & me said it was like meeting our crushes! Adrenalin rush, hati berdebar-debar. HAHA. I was a bit disoriented though; this is why I sometimes hate bumping into people when I'm in the middle of rushing off somewhere cos I want to say 1000 things at once but I don't have time!
And why do I say my third Milahtant? Well, cos I haven't seen my GM in a very very VERY long time. I think almost 2 whole months? I can't remember if I saw them in Dec but from Bubu's Henna night, then it was wedding, Dubai, sickness, sickness, school and sickness, wedding.....*trails off* so it was kind of hard to meet. And I don't really talk much online or sms or call nor was I making any effort to do so, SO, I slid off the face of the Earth and hid myself in some random lubang cacing.
But I'm ready to reintegrate myself into the world now!
My first Milahtant was Yati, followed by two of the most elusive GM members, Wadah & Nuwai. How funny that I should meet them first instead of everybody else! Ah, a Sunday afternoon spent in Woodlands, listening to Nuwai and watching her touching her face constantly. *smacks your hand* Nuwai, dont kill any cows!!
~*~
Yesterday night was pretty exciting. *wriggles eyebrows*
I was using the comp when Tina suddenly tapped me and said, "Ada orang bakar!" and I turned and saw that my whole living room window was brightly lit orange! I swear, it looked like someone was BURNING my house can!!! SO I ran to the window and threw (slide) it open and it was actually some ppl BURNING a whole lot of paper right in front of my window and the flames was SO BIG it really looked dangerous! I went to my parents' room and kind of shuffled around outside and whispered, "Maak...Maaak...."
And Mak grunted in reply and I immediately said, "Mak, ada orang bakar luar rumah kiter."
TERUS my dad was like, "HAH APER?!" *jumps off the bed and storms to the window*
Hahah he was really angry and I was half-afraid he was really gonna yell at them and spark off racial riots or something but then again, I know my dad, and he can't really bring himself to be consciously outrightly rude to strangers. He standing at the window and tsking loudly while my mom squeezed in beside him and peeped outside and they were both making obviously disapproving comments but the people outside just continued um, adding fuel to the fire (pardon the pun).
My dad slammed the window open and shut a few times and all of us were complaining about crazy people trying to burn our house down and THEN, we realized that Sleeper our cat, was stuck on some parapet and she was MEOWING, asking us to save her.
So yes, 1am in the morning, my parents were walking around, muttering angrily and Tina & me, with a ladder, doing an animal rescue attempt. Even our 2nd floor neighbour woke up and he was leaning outside his window, talking down to my dad (literally), who was busy with a pail of water (Haha okay let's not say what he was doing.)
End story - Sleeper was saved, Darlia ran away from my dad, the fire eventually was a non-fire, and the four of us ended up on the couch, strangely calm, listening to Mister Jam 12 and commenting on the stories.
It IS odd actually, considering that my parents went to sleep real early cos my dad is really sick but as usual, my dad really perk up at any chance to complain about "these buggers". He said a few other things too that I think is not appropriate to mention. Wakaka!!
AH I got test tmr! SLEEP!
Ps: I just found out something horrifying. Sat 14 Feb - my family had planned some elaborate plans for Mak's bday. And I'm working 2pm-10pm.
SAVE ME!!!!
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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Monday, February 02, 2009
when grown men cry
I don't follow tennis but I saw this on the news and just HAD to youtube it. Roger Federer crying!! Quite a shock to me. I'm more used to footballers crying. Haha! Anyways, what I was really like, "WAH BRILLIANT" at was Rafael Nadal's response to Federer's waterworks. Such a gentleman, such sportsmanship! Those footballers could learn a thing or two from these 2 men!
Ah but it's not in THIS particular video so you can go look it up yourself. But Nadal was like complimenting Federer back, saying how he's also a champion and he will get to Sampras's 14 (grand slam titles) eventually and good luck for the rest of the season. *pats him on the back* Well done!
*~*Excuse me While I Tend to How I Feel @
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